I wrote a letter to God

It is already known that I am an emotional human being. Sometimes I hate the fact that I cry easily over little things. I recall, just last month I wrote a letter to God while sobbing in between. But this letter came from my heart and I kept it in my journal.

And a part of me wants to share this letter now…

Dear Lord,

I know death is inevitable but please if you’re going to get me please can I choose? I don’t want a sudden death.. for me and for my loved ones.

I want to hug and kiss them. And let them know first and for the last time how much I love them, how much thankful I am for all the times I spent with them and to ask forgiveness for those I hurt untentionally…

That’s all I ask of you Lord, please no sudden death.. please.

^_^ niko

And this letter shows how i talk to God. How i ask and how i hope. While reading, can you guess if i still cry? you should know am sobbing still. yes, that’s me! CRY-BABY BIGTIME!