I was crying most of the time a few days ago. Seems like am suffering from post partum depression or baby blues or just stressed out on what’s happening in my life. You see, I was out of the hospital Monday afternoon and then we had to rush my mother to the Emergency Room that same night for severe abdominal pain, now she’s scheduled for two different operations.
I was crying for not being able to move around, the stitches are painful from time to time but it’s tolerable. What I can’t take is the thought of my mother suffering in the hospital while I was at home tending to my new baby and recovering from my CS operation. It was a tough week. If I can create a music video of a song that would be Bluer than Blue, I’ll video record it so you can you tube video download and watch if you want to cry along.
You don’t know how strong you are until being strong is the only option you have. I guess that quote fits to a T. I am almost done crying. I need to be strong for my mother and for my family. I know that just like the past problems we have weathered, this too shall pass. Now am looking forward to seeing the rainbow and then the sunshine!
